Listless

I'm feeling nervous and listless...if that's possible. I have an audition coming up on March 17th for a play I did in college over 23 years ago, called THE MARRIAGE OF BETTE & BOO. I've been on a self-proclaimed hiatus for over 2 years, so I'm filled with anxiety. I'm preparing a monologue and a piece from the play. Do I still have it? Whatever it is. I know that I am on the cusp of neurosis. I should just do it for myself and not fret over the outcome...I have no control over that.