New project

I am about to embark on a new project.
What is it?
ME!
I am in the throws of gettingf qualified to get gastric bypass surgery. I'm scared and excited at the same time. I'm sick of being overweight and the stigma attached to it. It messes with my professional life and my intimate life. Not easy, either one, with several pounds attached. I'm not saying big isn't beautiful at all. For me it causes heavy breathing, hurt knees, constant exhaustion and a limitation as to casting for acting, and it exacerbates my depression---all good reasons in my book.
You see, there is this person inside who I know is dying to get out and be seen and heard. Right now it is as if I am invisible---some people cannot see past the pounds.
It's not only others, though. I cannot see past my weight either. I know that along with the weightloss I also have alot of indepth emotional work to do as well.
Well, wish me luck in this new endeavor!!